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Five Songs with a Question for a Title1. The Clash, "Should I Stay or Should I Go?"
I've griped about Combat Rock previously, but this song stands as the great contribution to The Clash catalog that emerges from that woebegone record. I still prefer the lean, angular snarl of the earlier albums, but I have to admit to the satisfaction of a relative simple (even dumb) rock song that's just going to sound better the louder you play it. "If I go there will be trouble/And if I stay it will be double." Well, there's your decision right there.
2. The Flaming Lips, "Do You Realize?" Towards the end of this wild album fueled with psychedelic craziness and Japanese girls battling giant evil robots comes this disarmingly sweet, lush song that begins with the line "Do you realize that you have the most beautiful face?" Just when it seems that things are going to veer back towards the weird ("Do you realize that everyone you know someday will die?") it instead becomes a testament to living for today ("And instead of saying all of your goodbyes/Let them know you realize that life goes fast/It's hard to make the good things last/You realize the sun doesn't go down/It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning 'round.")
3. American Music Club, "How Many Six Packs Does It Take To Screw In A Light?" I spent a decent amount of my music fan energy in the 90's trying to warm up to Mark Eitzel as a songwriter. American Music Club was the band that smart, literate people (or people trying to appear smart and literate) would rave about, but I often found myself underwhelmed by their records. And yet, the tricky thing about spotty performers is that sometimes individual spots are so good that you keep holding out for that promise to be fulfilled. This track from the last album before Eitzel decided he didn't need the other three guys has a snaky seductiveness as it lets slips line like, "For three nights and three days/Jesus hung on a boom box while it played/Every single song ever sung by Billie Holiday." Keeping with the hopeful carpe diem vibe of the previous song, the answer to the titular question seems to be "It's good to be alive baby, sometimes it's alright."
4. Husker Du, "Could You Be The One?" When you're looking to stop the hope trend, look no further than one Robert Mould. "Is it only happiness you want?/Does wanting a feeling matter any more?"
5. Ben Folds Five, "Where's Summer B?" It can not be overstated just how refreshing that first Ben Folds album was in the Bush/Sponge/Silverchair/Candlebox era of commodified grunge.
this leiber and stoller song was originally done by the wonderful ms. peggy lee, it's this version that my heart belongs to.
"i know what you must be saying to yourselves if that's the way she feels about it/then why doesn't she just end it all/oh no, not me, i'm not ready for the final disappointment/cause i know just as well as i'm standing here talking to you/that when that final moment comes and i'm breathing my last breath/i know what i'll be saying to myself-- 'is that all there is?'"
the last day of my senior seminar with dr. van sickle, we were talking after class. he always had a fondness for me, and i'm pretty sure it was because i was the asshole that he couldn't be because he was the professor. anyway, he asked me how i felt about being done, and i believe my response was "eh. it's not my doctorate." he said, "do you know what i did the night that i got my doctorate?" i, of course, had no idea. "i lied on the bed, staring at the ceiling listening to peggy lee sing "is that all there is?"
van sickle is my favorite teacher ever.
2. martha wainwright- "who was i kidding"
this is the first song off her self-titled full length that i really fell in love with. i mean, who hasn't pondered this particular inquery?
"left the pain before the dawn/she never thought it would or could be easy/been inclined to carry on/hold my hard head and watch you walk out on me"
i tend to identify with the emotions and energy that seems to emanate out of ms. wainwright's songwriting. the majority of the songs on this particular album are simple, articulate and well-crafted, making it very hard not to immediately fall completely in love with her. i, in particular, empathize a lot with this one. and around when this album came out, i was asking myself this a lot. "lindsay, who are you kidding?"
3. pixies- "where is my mind?"
"your head will collapse if there's nothing in it/and you'll ask yourself: where is my mind?"
thank you mr. black. or mr. francis. or whatever it is i'm suppose to refer to you as these days.
4. fugazi- "do you like me?"
"your eyes like crashing jets/fixed in stained glass but not religious/you should pay rent in my mind/say like the french say bon soir regret a demain"
this is the first track off of the first fugazi album that i ever owned, red medicine. for that reason in particular it always has been and probably always will be my favorite fugazi.
i like this song for a couple reasons, one of the big ones being that at the beginning of the song there's that minute of strange noises-- clanging, banging, reverb, CHAOS! i would come to find out later that this album was when fugazi really began to experiment more with their sound. a lot of their super hardcore fans were very upset by this deviation, but i think it's fucking great. they remain as political and steadfast as ever, ("white witness moves to petition the state of virginia for twenty-seven prisons") while evolving as artists. i really admire artists who can do that, and rather seamlessly.
5. the breeders- do you love me now?"
one evening i was watching hbo and this movie called may came one. i thought, "well i haven't seen this before and i've got nothing better to do, so why not watch this." i wasn't very into the film, until the seen where the main character passes the boy she has a crush on in the streets and this song starts to play.
"if i saw you now, could i look in your eyes?/do you think of me, like i dream of you?/do you wish you were here/like i wish i was with you?/you've loved me before,do you love me now?"
i still say that kim deal is just as talented and gifted a songwriter as frank black ever was.